Silence

اَلسَّلَامُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَا تُهُ

Silence

This word means a lot to this person

The one who wrote this entry

Silence

It doesn't always means I have nothing to talk about

It doesn't always means I don't like the person I'm talking to

Silence

Means I like this way

The Silence that just happened means we were both thinking

The Silence is not an awkward silence

But the Silence that gives us tranquillity

The Silence that gives us times to think rationally

Silence

Also means I am holding in my anger

I'm not saying a word

Because I don't want to hurt the peoples around me

Because they are not the cause of my anger

It's me

The anger is within me

I'm the main cause of it

So that's why

Silence

This also means I am trying to digest things up in my mind

So don’t bother me

I am better this way

Silence

Means I don’t want to talk

To anyone, about anything

So don’t waste your time to push me to talk to anyone

Silence

Means I like to hear whatever the other person talk about

It inspires me

It feels like if I say a word

It will ruin the whole thing

So it’s better to leave it this way

To stay silent

Silence

Means I am concentrating on something

Be it the issues that the other person talk about

Be it the Calculus questions

Be it the accounting formula

Or whatever

But this doesn’t mean I am a quiet person

I am talkative

Only when I am around the people I am comfortable with

Around the people whom I can be the real Azira

Around the people who know who am I

That is when silence is not my thing