it's my journey

assalamualaikum. I lost something that I used to have back then. something precious back then. but when i think about it back, I know, Allah has plan something better for me. someone that deserve me. someone that accept me for who I am and not only my beautiness. it's not that I perasan or something but that is how i feel. people come near me and approach me just because of my physical appearance. yes i know, that is a nikmat from Allah. I know, but somehow, people shouldn't use that to start a new friendship. nope, you guys shouldn't. people like me also has feelings. once you guys are bored with our physical appearance, you guys will just run away and act as if we doesn't have feelings. think rationally laaa brothaaaa, we are also human who has feelings. we ain't robot or dolls which you can just throw it away when you don't feel like you need one. anyhow, thanks for reading this. this is how I feel recently. don't blame me cause you are the reason why I feel this in the first place.

assalamualaikum.