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Wednesday, March 8, 2017

Rambling

I live alone in this house. Well, honestly it's not that bad. It's just that, sometimes you'll feel a bit lonely.

Because you have no one to talk to. In the office, most of the time, i'll just sit at my place and do my job quietly. And from time to time, i would talk to someone whom i have to talk to, for example, my mentor or the clerk who helps me in doing letters.

So i noticed,i became a much more quiet person. And when i'm home, i talked to myself, a lot. Or maybe talk to the character of the video that i am watching. So sometimes, when i go back to my hometown, i'll be talkative especially with my brother. But sometimes i'm worried if he'll get bored with me. But who cares, i'll just talk to him.

And so, someone once told me that anything you do, you have to make sure that you realized that you are the one who make that decision. So, stays alone in this house, is actually my choice. I should not blame others and mengeluh. Because it's me who made that decision. 

But me being me, can you just pretend like I have never typed anything about being lonely for just once?