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Friday, October 5, 2012

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اَلسَّلَامُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَا تُهُ

I just finished my class for today. well for both of my classes, I had fun. :) the topic discussed were fun. The process of calculating the GDP for both income and expenditure approach were fun too. Alhamdulillah.

During my American Government class, we talked about freedom of speech, then suddenly something popped up in my mind that somehow, makes me......... disappointed with myself.

Mak, sorry for not being able to always be by your side like how I used to.

Mak, sorry for not being able to be just like how I was back then.

Mak, sorry for not being able to be as clever as Naim in studies.

Mak, sorry if I ever hurt your feelings.

Mak, sorry for disappointing you.

Mak, sorry if I'm not be able to be a good daughter just like how you want me to.

If and only if, you were here, maybe you can see how much effort did I put in everything I do.

Mak, adik sayang mak. sangat. betapa berapa minggu adik tak tenteram sebab tak call mak sebab takut I'll disappoint you. anyways, You're my mother, and a mother always know what's best for her daughter. 

Sorry for not being able to be a goo daughter. I love you, and always will. I'll always pray for your happiness in Dunya and Hereafter..

3 comments:

Nadzreen said...

since 13 years old until now almost 22 i spent my time in hostel more than my home. i should feel more guilt. :'( and don't blame your self for your effort. you are going to USA okay. :)

Nurazira Abd Ghani said...

Jazakallah khairan kathira. insyaAllah. kalau ada rezeki. :)

Nadzreen said...

just ingat konsep tawakal yg sebenar-benar nya. kita mula berusaha dengan tawakal, sehingga selesai berusaha juga tawakal. dengan begitu insyaAllah gagal atau berjaya, tetap 1 kejayaan.