Interview *memories*

اَلسَّلَامُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَا تُهُ

Temuduga. So far, dah lalui tiga temuduga. eh macam cerita tiga temujanji pulak. K dah dah. tak payah merepek Azira. 1st masa temuduga untuk kerja cashier kat Econsave tapi tak proper, cincai je. 

Semuanya sangat spontan. I just brought my photostate IC, etc.*can't remember what else haha. almaklumlah dah 20-an :P*

Ana pergi dengan Ain masa tu, mula2 cari job vacancy dekat Ambank as a salesgirl*kot* tapi last2 tak jadi sebab tersedar yang I am not confident when it comes to talk with strangers. *kesat kesat air mata* Then teruskan mencari dekat booth2 kedai kat shopping mall, semua tak perlukan pekerja. Then, mama Ain ajak pergi Carrefour and yup like always. tadoooo. harapannnnn~

Last hope, ke Econsave lah akhirnya kita.. And luckily they needed cashier. :) heeeee. masa tu tak pakai baju kurung ke baju kemeja proper ke. *zaman jahiliyyah lagi waktu ni. harap maklum* just pakai shawl, jeans and kemeja jalan2 yang sangat meriah. -___-Pengurus tu just tanya simple question, ada akaun bank apa? and i said *tetttttt* and he said it's better to create a new account at bank *tetttttt* and so that's what I did. and buat akaun KWSP lagi. etc etc and Alhamdulillah dah start kerja. my first job after SPM. hahaha.

Jumpa ramai orang setiap hari, pegang banyak duit setiap hari*terasakaya* :P kidding. haahahaa. and I got my first salary.heeeee. masa tu happy gila and just fikir nak belanja family jee. so that's what I did. okay sekarang ni nak cerita pasal temuduga ke cerita pasal kerja? *garu2 kepala*

Second temuduga untuk IPG. honestly masa isi2 borang ni tak baca dengan betul pun. Pakai isi je apa yang patut. and ana dipanggil temuduga di IPRM sikamat. Malam before temuduga, I was so nervous that I couldn't sleep. Kakak dah bagi tips2, dah kaji tips2 kat blog blog, dah baca isu2 semasa. I remembered that I was applying to be a Mathematics teacher. Ingatkan dekat Malaysia je. last2 tahu yang this IPG program actually tawarkan study di Aussie. walao~

Okay, I wore a green baju kurung and tudung sedondon with black flat shoe*kut*. Pergi dengan mak, mak bawak pergi breakfast but tak tertelan sebab terlalu nervous. HAHA. Sampai2 je dia terus bahagikan ikut group and mine was upstairs. Believe it or not, Fuzah pun ada sekali :D HAHA. dah masuk Taylors baru perasan. Ana candidate paling akhir dalam group ana. walawehhh.. ketaq lutut, berpeluh tangan. Mula2, temuduga secara group. Kitorang duduk dalam bulatan and started with introducing ourselves, seperti biasa. I started off with a shaky voice, as usual. -__-

Then, kami disuruh untuk bagi detail2 kenapa mereka patut pilih diri kami*individu* sebagai candidate yang paling layak ke Aussie. I was so intimidated with this one guy. He sounded so confident that I felt like wanna run home straight away. :O He joined so many club and he's a clever student. He speaks English fluently. *buat head banging dalam hati*

Time tu seriously rasa macam, "Okay, macam takde peluang."*cried* Then it comes untuk interview individu. Being the last candidate, daripada kaki ketaq terus rasa macam nak buat zapin sebab nervous dah hilang lama sangat menunggu giliran. -__- setiap kali ada yang dah habes interview, mesti ana akan tanya, susah tak? Dia bagi soalan apa? HAHA. typical Malay girl eh ke typical Azira?

I waited sampai batch interview yang kedua dah datang. -___- depa semua busy. bukan busy apa, busy dok tanya ana macam mana interview before that. HAHA. tapi as my time gets closer, mula lahh. degupan jantung makin kencang. *tetiba ayat jiwang* 

'Knock knock.' "Masuk." Suara interviewer bagi keizinan and I went into the room and bagi salam and salam yang wanita and asked for permission to sit. *sopan gituu* HAHA. They asked me a lot of questions and one questions that I remembered the most. 

"Kenapa minta jadi cikgu? Dengan keputusan macam ni boleh mintak lagi bagus tau?" She asked.

I smiled. All I can think about was my Accounting teacher back in high school, Cikgu Azmiah. :') Beliau inspirasi ana untuk jadi seorang pendidik. She was so nice that I attended all extra classes, classes and tuition without failed. :D Terasa Accounting tu sangat2 best and I did taught one or two or should I say a few of them. At that time, I felt so happy that I can help my friends in that subjects. Add maths too. :D That's when I realized that I wanna be a teacher when I grown up.*well, dah besar dah sebenarnya pun. HAHA*

Lebih kurang macam tulah ana bagitahu interviewer. She went through my results, trial, form 4 and she impressed. How I improved a lot after failed a few times back in form 4. huu~  Believe it or not, sekali je the interviewer tanya dalam English dan soalan2 lain semua in Bahasa. Alhamdulillah.

Temuduga tamat. Terlalu pandai that I gave my phone to my mom, konon taknak gangguan. But I forgot that Mak dah cakap awal2 yang she's going to office after send me to IPRM. And so I waited for hours not knowing where to go and perut dah berkonsert. sobs. 

In the end, I forgot to check the result for this interview and till today I don't know whether I get the offer or not. -___- So, kerjaya seorang guru hanya boleh terkubur nun jauh dalam lubuk hati. If and only if you guys know how much I love teaching someone else and why I want to be a teacher, that would be great. Of course adalah sorang dua yang tahu the reason why. hehe. Ras is one of them. Of course. :)

Last temuduga. JPA. Ingat lagi dapat confirmation ni kat pejabat mak. Ya, kat tempat polis terima report tu. Naseb baik takde pengadu tetiba datang in front of me and start buat report. -__- HAHA. Dah habes semua kawan2 mak heboh. *segansegan*

"Habeslah, balik je dari US, bermenantu mat saleh la." aihhhh. janganlah doakan yang bukan2. Doa2 dapat anak jati Malaysia cukuplah. -__- And so, pergi temuduga dengan Mak and Abah di USIM, Nilai. huuu~ berdebar. I wore white baju kurung with purple and pink flower *pink belacan to be exact* and purplish pink tudung with white flat shoes. :)

Diorang pecah2 kan kitorang 5 orang satu kali interview. Before that they asked to tengok nama kat list name. nampak beberapa nama kawan2 lama kat KGV. Lega tapi my batch takde sorang pun KGV. am all alone.

My group ada 4 orang je sebab sorang lagi tak dapat datang. I am number four. *eh?* tapi memang dalam group ana dapat nombor 4 pun, candidate number 3 tak dapat hadir. Ada 2 lelaki and dua perempuan, lelaki tu dua2 chinese, 1 indian girl and me, a malay girl. heheh.

Am the only one yang apply untuk sastera ikhtisas. Yang chinese tu apply for Engineering and the other girl apply pharmacist. They asked the engineering people macam mana nak tolong hijaukan bumi without harming the world. Ingat ada one of them cakap pasal Japan punya idea untuk tanam tumbuh-tumbuhan atas bangunan and all the interesting ideas. Brilliant. Serious. And they did asked about the force apa ntah. upthrust and stuff. Not expert in that field so tak boleh cakap banyak. HAHA. but they manage to answer all the questions. :)

Tersebak masa dengar kisah that Indian girl punya stories. Hope she's doing fine. Mine? Was okay and Alhamdulillah, rezeki di sini. Ada sebab kan dapat JPA? I can still be a teacher if I want to bila dah habes degree nanti. :) Or I can be a teacher to my own children. :3 *menggatal pulak kau Azira. -___-*

So that's it. Semuanya interesting and unforgettable. :') Ada sebab kenapa tak check IPG punya result. Kalau tak I won't be able to meet all the people that I've known in Taylors. :) Doakan yang terbaik untuk semester akhir ana di ADP. Supaya dapat penuhkan impian parents, family, siblings, sedara mara, diri sendiri and paling penting, Allah. Yassiru wala tuassiru. Permudahkan ya Allah, jangan Kau susahkan. Amin. 

p/s: The reason why tulis entry ni sebab tadi lalu USIM, tetiba terimbau. weheeee~ 

Take care people. Assalamualaikum.:)